Yes, I am lost! 

While writing today's date on the board in my class, my jaw dropped. And then when I had to describe the feeling, I could not resist making a worried face. And the face said "Oh my God! Its October!" 

I am now just 6 months away from the end. End of the Fellowship for me. Though I will go the secondary school with a section of my class, but since that is not the entire class..so yeah, Fellowship will seem to have ended only. 

There is so much that goes on in my mind. All four buckets. Academics being the slowest one now. And then such high expectations. I think I will die someday before the journey ends for me! haha :D 

But ya, I am surely going to miss something when I leave this place. Kids, a lot. And also, people I met. Beautiful mindsets who would make me feel happy whenever I just wanted to feel happy about things. But ya, there are people who hate me too. And that's everywhere.

This last week was something. All of a sudden, I am getting that positive air everywhere. And my superstitions indicate its not a good sign. I will start flying in the air. Not a good sign. Results are not here. I would love to get all the credit at the end, when something happens. Not now, for sure. Too early to say anything as of now, I believe. 

October also reminds that I am just a month away from coming back home. And there is still so much to accomplish before I come back and start thinking about the next turn in the path. 

October is going to be heavy. But I hope I am able to get something at the end of the month. Get a little more clarity. My kids keep learning. But at a better pace than this, man! 5 months they have with me. When will they understand this?? o_O