For me, its all about being busy! That's it! 

3 days more! 

School starts in the next 3 days and all the craziness then follows! Last Unit, Wonder by R J Palacio. Empathy. Leadership. Respect. Independence. Learning Centre. Extra Classes. Volunteering. And much more. 

Looking forward to having an amazing time ahead! :) 

I am not as lucky as everyone else ~ A conclusion to what we discussed yesterday V.S.! 

Me in conversation with my best friend yesterday: 

V: Yaar maine unhe call kiya, they did not pick up first! 

R: And then? 

V: Fir I messaged them, to which only one of them replied! 

R: And then? 

V: I heard positive things only from her! But imagine A had forgotten your birthday and he wished you only when I called him! And he was acting weird! Agar main hoon tabhi tujhe sab yaad karte hain, nahin toh koi nahin! 

R: Tu kitna zeher gholne wala types ban gaya hain! :O

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This conversation concludes a lot of things in itself! I never wanted to jump to conclusions though but then it makes me! Though I told him yesterday only that there is a huge difference in the mindsets, the way I perceive my friends and the way they do! But then now all this also makes me think that I am not as lucky as everyone else! And this is quite evident now. I am not as loved as everyone else is. 

And that does not even mean I am longing for it. I have some people who care for me. And that's more than sufficient for me! 

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The third part is also that expectations ruin relationships!  

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23. 

And yesterday I turned 23! Though I feel like I am 32. :P 

Felt really special with all the people wishing me! :) Highlight of the day was ofcourse my parents meeting my students at the learning centre. All the kids, me and parents were really happy! Kids like everytime had planned lots of surprises for me and were extra sweet yesterday!

We all decided to eat indoors, like everytime, since not everyone likes eating outside and I did not want cribbing faces towards the end. Even the cake. Baked by my two bhabhis. Made me feel really special! 

And ofcourse, tried new look! :P Kids were shocked to see me this way! Lol! 

Anyway, lets see what happens till the time I turn 24. 

Contemplating! 

Yes. I have been thinking about two things since yesterday. First, this book "Wonder" - R.J Palacio, truly a masterpiece! Made me cry endless number of times, and I was so eager to read it, that I finished it in a few hours only! What a book! 

Second, about me! I am so different in a lot of aspects than what others are! Umm, may be its right or wrong! I do not know that..but one thing that I know is that everything happens for good! May be I was bound to be like this! 

Contemplating.