Life! 

Its really strange - the kind of life I live! I do not do anything, literally anything apart from the work that I am doing. I sleep with the thought that I am really tired of the school work, I wake up thinking about the work that I have to do during the day, I run here and there the entire day to see what is happening! And the strangest thing ever is - I am not craving to do anything else apart from this! I am not behaving like a normal 24.5 years old - its as if this is the end! I do not know why I am not realizing that there is life beyond this work life, I am not realizing that I am eating a lot and not exercising enough to digest it, I am not realizing that there are books out there waiting for me to read them, I am not realizing that there is a world beyond this place where many other people are there! 

I have become such a monotonous person! I talk to just one friend, I talk almost the same thing everyday at home "aur kya chal raha hain, koi nayee taazaa?" and then responding back by saying "mere paas toh koi nayi taaza nahin hain!"  I want to have something nice to share, something different apart from the work that I am doing, want to add to the current skill set that I have, want to explore more, meet people, see the world, be the change, be the cause, do something exciting, bring some fun in my life, have exciting things to tell, value people, value family and friends, value these precious days of my life which are never going to come back again! 

Ah!