The Eager Mind!

Dear Diary,

I have a mix of emotions, like right now! There is probably no emotion that I am not experiencing at this point of time -

a) I am missing the presence of 'a few' people around - for very obvious reasons!

b) I am excited as the D-day strikes closer for me - some people have been counting backwards!

c) I am a bit frustrated when I dig a little deeper within myself - that too for obvious reasons!

d) I am anxious for the time ahead - not knowing an inch about how things will look like for me!

e) I am confused for the anxiety that I have!

f) I am happy that I consciously decided to take this time off - like a break! A break sounded like a big deal for me till last month - and whether this is actually a 'break' in the truest sense, I am sure people will definitely doubt that as well! ;)

But yes, it does look like a break as I do not have a fixed 'routine'!

My life is about to change in the next 2 months, and honestly, I am not able to foresee any of it right now! God knows, what's going to happen!

Last 2 days, I have been in Assam - this is my first ever travel in the eastern part of the country. Just got in touch with a friend who needed help with her 'Tea Garden' schools here. Am here for a couple of days more - and then heading back to the reality!

The last 2 days were inspiring in a lot of ways - I met children who have not studied much of English but they still managed a class almost completely in English with me ! And then their teachers who just were happy (I am assuming ;)) to meet me and listen to a few of my experiences!

I am spending my evenings doing fun! Yesterday was my all time favourite dinner - Paneer, Daal Makhni, Naan and Masala Papad!

Today I did a horse riding session, then a walk by the Brahmaputra, followed by having some 'junk' at 'Let's go' ! (the junk bit got me nostalgic and reminded me of the obvious one!)