Hope for the best and chuck the rest!
So, I am going to write weekly posts from now onwards. I think I have to start venting out on a weekly basis, since everyday this is just not possible..:P
Last week for me was an eye opener. When I left the place in Rohini and told parents that I shall manage everything, they told me, living alone is not a child's play. And that no time will be saved since I will have to do many extra things. True that. Last week I actually had a lot to manage at home, and so I could not give my 100% to a lot of things.
Last week had glows as well. I gave 100% to BBL (do not know how much the team there is satisfied with the work, but I am sure they must have got something), I planned everyday, managed "household" - yess, this is one added task :D, took a session at Prathik's meet and ya many others. Got some (all of a sudden :D) appreciation from Prathik and Safdar. Thanks to them :) And this always helps me in some or the other way!
And then last week had a lot in it which was disappointing for me. I had to get a place on rent in the community, had to meet Mr. Sonu, pushed myself one day, went half way and then came back. All this happened because of that idiot xerox guy, he pissed me off badly. And then I did not look after my emergent kids after school/ during school hours. This is something that I just cannot avoid at this point of time. And then the PT guy in our school threatening me that if I would not teach in his class, he would get orders from Principal ma'am. This was too much, actually! And then, the studying bit! I could not achieve my targets last week, had to give a practice test as well, which I could not do.
Oh, then some people making fun of me in front of some others. That was super depressing. I do not know why I got depressed though since I am a person made fun of, very often. But somehow that was too much, I think!
So, while coming back to parents' on Friday, I was super depressed because all this was going on in my mind. Was feeling unaccomplished.
Anyway, hope this week I am able to do all of what I could not do last week. Lets hope for the best and chuck the rest :P. I think this should be my policy now.
Also, I have made a donations page for my class and the link is http://www.giveindia.org/iGive-theclassofchallengers
I really need donations to do a lot for my class this year. Help me in anyway you can, please!
Thanksss! Week 2, Unit 3 here you begin! :)
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