Food for Thought! 

And this is exactly the thought I have been having since last few days now! Learning, Learning, Learning! 

The time everything seems vague! 

This is the time of the year for me when I am just moving on, trying to let go of a lot of stuff (which is so unlike me). We have celebration day coming up in school and I have no idea what's going to happen. If it rains, we would probably be cancelling the event (I sincerely hope that it does not rain). 

Its been quite a long time since I led a normal life. I am craving for one now. Really do not know what to do and where to go for a normal living. 

I have been eating way too much (have spent a lot on food over the past 2 weeks). Not because I crave for eating from outside but because my mind says so and wants time off. 

Its 7:06 AM in the morning, I have some 15 minutes more to myself (after that I will have to get ready and start my routine work). Want to cherish these 15 minutes truly!

Listening to the mind vs. Listening to the Heart! 

Who to listen to? The mind or the heart? Or may be I will not have to do the exercise only! Lets see! 

Life! 

Its really strange - the kind of life I live! I do not do anything, literally anything apart from the work that I am doing. I sleep with the thought that I am really tired of the school work, I wake up thinking about the work that I have to do during the day, I run here and there the entire day to see what is happening! And the strangest thing ever is - I am not craving to do anything else apart from this! I am not behaving like a normal 24.5 years old - its as if this is the end! I do not know why I am not realizing that there is life beyond this work life, I am not realizing that I am eating a lot and not exercising enough to digest it, I am not realizing that there are books out there waiting for me to read them, I am not realizing that there is a world beyond this place where many other people are there! 

I have become such a monotonous person! I talk to just one friend, I talk almost the same thing everyday at home "aur kya chal raha hain, koi nayee taazaa?" and then responding back by saying "mere paas toh koi nayi taaza nahin hain!"  I want to have something nice to share, something different apart from the work that I am doing, want to add to the current skill set that I have, want to explore more, meet people, see the world, be the change, be the cause, do something exciting, bring some fun in my life, have exciting things to tell, value people, value family and friends, value these precious days of my life which are never going to come back again! 

Ah! 

GoOsEbUmPs! 

I had a nice little break again from work (these last 2 weeks). I am looking forward to go back to the Gujju land, will try to work out new possibilities!!! But getting goosebumps thinking about the amount of work! 

There is no one..absolutely no one! 

Only Fmly! And that's it! 

PEOPLE ARE FUNNY!

?!?!?!?!?!?

I remember having the same title of a blog post last year. But at that time I was confused. This time its because of the stress. I am very confused these days actually. I long for taking a break from work when i am working, but when I really do not enjoy not working. 

I took time off this Sunday (normally I am at home and working) and went out with my mom. I went out to a place which was beautiful. But I did not seem to be enjoying there at all. I wanted to come back home. I have become such a monotonous person. 

I did not let my mother also enjoy the place. Though she was satisfied with whatever we did in the 1 hour of the outing. But I am feeling guilty now.

As far as I know myself, I am a result oriented person, And these days I am not seeing much of results in my work, which is why I am not enjoying anything. I really need to change this thing in me. Don't know if it is a good trait or a bad one. Being self critical is something that I like personally, but it seems to be affecting other aspects of my life.

Please, help me!!!!! 

Back to the pavilion! From tomorrow onwards! Hopefully, things will not be the same! :) 

I am so glad I took this short little break and got some time to be at home. Last 3 days, I slept like an ass (literally), just don't know what was happening. And I feel sleepy even now. But its okay! I think I have relaxed quite a bit (or not! :P)

The good part is that my mom is coming along with me! Cheers to another month of school! :) And then we break for summer! I am looking forward to the break as well! :D 

yay! 

Challenges Challenges everywhere! Not a result to see! 

I am literally exhausted on a Monday morning, not a very good way to start the week ahead! But ya, I am tired! And I think more than physical exhaustion, its mental exhaustion that's playing! 

Waiting for the kids to come! I am sure they will give me some excitement! 

Come week come! Waiting for the next Wednesday too, I get to take a break! :P

A little homesick! 

Its been a hell (or heaven) lot of last 2 months! I have done a lot (which does not mean that have got the results too, but atleast have done a lot!), have been to numerous places (yes seems like numerous, since I made two trips to Mumbai and then one to UK), have thought a lot, have planned a lot, done a lot of wrong calculations, done a lot of talking, have organized lots of events! In nutshell, I actually did a lot! 

After 2 months of craziness, I finally am getting to spend a Sunday like a "Sunday" tomorrow! Although I again have lots to plan  to track, to calculate and some little other things here and there. But I am going to be at home and will be taking it slow. Will try to enjoy the little Sunday I have! 

I get to go home in the next 1.5 weeks and  I am really looking forward to it! :) I am kind of feeling a little homesick these days, I will go home after 3 months, which is a lot actually, for a person like me! 

I really look forward to working more also do something of the things around! 

This week! 

As I am sitting in my office right now, I am just thinking about this week. I literally have loads to do this week, and I am also going to Bombay for a day! Well yeah!!! Ahh! But okay, let me get a little excited and look forward to lots of learning!!!!!! :) 

God, help me! :) 

Papa is here, papa is here! :) 

Yeay! My dad is here and he will be spending a week with me ! First time in life, I get to be his host! Yayy! :)

Hello World! 

Yeah, the title itself would make the readers curious (if at all there are any :P, and it at all they are interested to know about my life :P). There are a lot of things that are going on in my mind/life, and all those indicate how much detached I have been with the rest of world! So, just an attempt to signal to all those out there that I am alive and in working condition! :) 

- There is a TV in the flat where I stay, the TV has not been switched on since December now! And I guess in December also I hardly watched it. 

- I have not read any newspaper since ......... (I do not even remember the last time I read the newspaper, probably it was 1st Jan, 2015 when I had to read the horoscope :P) 

- Cheers to my staying alone for over 5 months now (this is literally a no man's land after 7 PM in the evening). Thanks to the gym that I have joined, I get to meet some people atleast :D .

- Elections @ Delhi - Could not vote this time, so did not follow anything that was happening on this front, except for the final conclusion which truly left me surprised! :) 

- Family - Thank God, papa is coming here tomorrow, so I get to spend some time with him and get to know about what's happening in Delhi generally, apart from the normal stuff at home! 

- Connect with friends - I am now contained in a small shell which has some people inside of it, so I am not that high socially (and probably (not sure about this though) have reached a stage where I am not craving to have a lot of people in my life - don't know if this is a good sign or not). 

What I think of the entire day? 

- Its about work, totally! I talked to P yesterday after a long time, and she made me realize how much I talk about just work (well that was always there, but she never realized that, since we do not connect that often). 

So, that's about it! :) I need to get ready for a super long day ahead! 

Hello World! 

And its that same vicious circle!